Monday, December 3, 2018

Twisted

We started off as friends
Overtime I fell in love
But sometimes our past never ends
No matter the signs I couldn't deny my love
But you never cared about that
I told you how I felt
You didn't even say I love you back
Overtime my heart began to melt

Pushing away everyone I became close to
Made me a bitter soul
Maybe I should run away or maybe I should find someone to cry to
I'm pretty sure instead of a heart you have hole

I died inside, I cried inside 
But you never cared 
Maybe because the love was never there 
The girl I knew before was nothing like you
You've become a monster I'm sorry it's the truth

Bitch

You act like a little bitch
Confusing yourself with something I didn't even pitch
You play around too much
If I was different you would be dead with no fuss
Your the oldest
Yet the duncest
You waste your time in every course you do
You disgrace our program you can't say that's not true
One day if you ever grow up
I'll show you how a real man handles his problems by taking them head on not curling up

Stupidity

Don't speak to me if your mind is not there
I am a person that if you upset me and I say something you will wonder why I am so unfair
I know you more than you know yourself
Our mere friendship is something that I decided on within myself
You choose to speak to me in a disrespectful manner
One thing you should know is I am not your father
If i insult you you'll leave the room crying
But if you insult me I'll probably be sighing
Your an adult that behaves like a child
Its as if you grew up in the wild
Your mental capacity is not on my level
Your brain has not even grown to its appropriate level
You make matters worst by speaking
It seems as if my attention is what your seeking
Continue looking because you will never find it
You lost that long ago when you started this shit

Moody

You might say it's bound to happen
But if you don't release the tension then how will it end
One minute we're talking fine
Next minute your crying
I'm tired of your bullshit
This is something you need to quit
Like a drug addiction you say you can't stop
But really if you don't your loved ones will become a mop
Cleaning up all your messes
Taking up all your stresses
Soaking up everything you refuse to let go
Trying everyday to not let it show
Your life has become one big whirlpool
Sucking everyone in because their fools

Two Halves of the Puzzle

My life was empty before I met you
To be honest I'm so glad I found you
The way in which we met was so simple
But the bond we've built is so powerful
I share my past with you while still enjoying the present
What happened before is not something I resent
I honestly believe the distance between us kept us apart this long
Because when I'm around you I want to sing a song
Keep me close
Your life means the most
If your upset I'm upset
I love your mindset
Finally you might think this is too soon but the love i have for you is endless
Meeting you taught me that I should never love less

Pain

Pain makes us feel weak
All because of the wisdom we need to seek
You can't be better than the rest
When you have this pain in your chest
The girl you speak to might be disgusting
But the way you learn from them is interesting
Your mind is like a precious rose
One simple mistake and its froze
I swim through the ocean, I run through the trees
This feeling is like a disease
Don't act as if you care
The way everyone is expected to act is unfair
Tell everyone it's all good
But if everyone knew he never would
I'm hypnotized by your eyes
I can see through your disguise
This feeling when mixed with love
Is something that comes from above
You think its all worth it
But in truth and in fact you never deserved it.